Sometimes highly inspired.
Always one’s own worst critic.
Jack, master of none.

- I am.

On show.
You’ll judge,
But I’ll grow.

- Lahlia is me.

Trust in oneself.
Own instincts.
Own beliefs.

- This is mostly me..

Have a look see,
I’m sure you’ll tell me what you think..
And just cos i like box doesn’t mean there’s only one i fit in.

I like what i like.
I post what is me.
I reblog what i blatantly love or agree.

bats come out of caves...

Two hours sleep„ if that

Prince called another last minute show. Hi-Fi melbs this time. Hectic. Not as good as bris cos he didn’t end up playing. Crazy busy. Got home. Lucky if I got an hours solid sleep cos it’s sooo damn cold. Up„ shower„ ride to Vic roads. Pass hazard perception test that got thrown at me yesterday which is a supposed must do before going for my license tomorrow. And wow„ gonna be a loooong day at work and then out tonight for bday celebrations. Geeezuuuz.

FUCK yeah!

So„,

I saw little miss lovalee today… and guess who’s coming out tomorrow for my birthday!! hazzah!

Then„ said so you still have my number right? she’s all frenchy like “nooooo„ i don’t know what i did with it!” so i hand her a new biz card then go “wait„ do you have a pen„ that’s my work number„ i’ll give you my personal too…” 

Dude.. stoked.

Now i just need to get to the well„ umm„ so i go all goofy like cos i like you„ soo umm… time to run or time to kiss?

Ha… *hides nervously…*

oh yeah

I’m studying at the mo…

Diploma of Management?

Yeah„ I try to manage myself let alone others… ha. ;)

oh man

got to have a little catch up with her today„, been ages! :( both always busy with work. i wish she’d fucking call me already but i did hand over my card as i first met her and it was kinda more business then. But fuck„ call me! she came over to us having a cig out the front.. looked more beautiful than ever„ seriously i fucking melted. and cute thing - she apologized for not talking much lately as she’s always busy„ and wanted to let me know that she isn’t ignoring me. PHEW. ;) man oh man„ even told me good news about her new job.. she’s now a pro photographer! super rad. now i just need the balls to ask her to come out for my birthday in two days… leaving it late? oh well„ if it’s meant to be„ what will be…

Yeah so
I’m just bummin at home
Wanna come over and get stoned?
I’m bored as fuck
So wassup
Wanna kick it with me alone?
Love you to just curl up with me
Simply even watch a movie
Could ya just call me already
Pretty please?

Yeah so
I’m just bummin at home
Wanna come over and get stoned?
I’m bored lets fuck
So wassup
Wanna click it with me alone?
Love you to just go out with me
Simply even ta’watch a movie
Would ya just call me already
Pretty please?

Can’t you just fuck me already
Please. Please?

Yeah so
Just bummin at home
You’re not coming over and we’re not stoned
You’re bored as fuck
So i give up
And i’ll kick it right here alone
Love to just curl up but we
Simply don’t get to watch that movie
And you’re not calling already?
Pretty. Please?

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

hmm…. 1:11pm

time to get out of bed„, shower„ get stoned„ and get writing, recording, creating. full three verses written„ set„ must record„ finalize bass line i worked on last night. maybe figure some keys? does it need keys? hmm.. thumb piano maybe? hehe. would be perfectly cutesy! ugh. i wanna post the entire lyric but i dunno. criticism? plagiarism… fuck it. … post it, post it, post it …

flooded

sorry„ haven’t posted in a awhile. haven’t actually written much cos they’re all turning into songs… so more music writing then lyrical.. ho hum„ i have TONS of songs in the works… and one i’m soo totally inlove with. i love a song I wrote. i’m pumped. still don’t think i’m a “singer”„ nor a “drummer” still don’t think i’m even a bassist after what„, 14 yrs… i just love music. listening. hearing. watching. creating. i’m a musician and lover of all things musical.

Name her„ Faker
Take her„ Make her
Name her„ faker
Don’t mistake her

Name her„ faker
I don’t blame ya
She’s a keeper

Name her„ faker
Don’t displace her

Name her„ faker
I don’t blame ya
She’s a keeper
Don’t mistake her

Take her„ faker„

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

“Can’t think of anything better than burying my head in you and falling asleep to your beat
The scent of you smothering me so softly and sweet
What i’d do to have you close for one day„ let alone one single week
I wish„, i wish„.
…if only i lived near you and your street.”

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

(“Little One” –)

Care about yourself
All about yourself
Bout nobody else
Just care about yourself

You should be first
Shouldn’t give you your worst
Don’t be your own curse
Feel all your worth

(Shouldn’t be your own curse
You should show your worth)

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

“Most of my good friends start out as crushes
So SURPRISE!!
And here’s where you let me down gently„
Come on now, be nice.
Where did all that come from…?
„, Let alone which way it ran?
Guess that’s the kinda butter they serve up at the crepe stand.”

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

“The sun„, shines… for you„, you know
Oh oh „, Oh oh.
The sun it shines for you, you, you, you know”

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

“My oh my, may i?
Please, oh i insist
Just one….
One without a twist?
Something simplistic
„,As is”

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

Are ya gonna make me beg?
Come on now, ya pulling my leg?
Say it isn’t so„
That it all isn’t just teasing„
Aren’t i super intriguing?

Don’t be deceiving me when i’m so believing..

— lahlia

(Source: lahlia)

It’s saturday!!

Why has everyone felt the need to call or text or email me before lunchtime. Ssshhhhhh. Beauty sleep needed. Thanks.