storyofmylifebyme: Maybe because I’m a writer, I’m destined to be single my whole life .____. …ones with the most honesty and ease in conveying their feelings seem to be the ones who are punishable by not finding the right person to love„ not entirely never„ just takes a hell of a lot longer to fish for the bigger and better ones. always aim for higher. always know your own...
bit of a twist in the writing it seems. not as much„ not as intense… *gasp. life can’t be ok at the mo? *checks herself… what the fuck… i can’t write when things are good. it just aint the same. fuck it„, love it„ cos it always gets messy again…
buy a sachs madass and speak to randoms EVERYWHERE you go. yes„ it’s one hot little bike.
seriously, one of the most amazing days i’ve had in ages. very happy lass. :)
*listens* no rain… perfect sunday for a ride… find a cafe„, have a nice late hungover breakfast„ some coffee„ juice„ and go for spin„ yeah good one.
Melbourne CBD has just passed the 100mm rainfall mark for the month. 3rd year in a row of 100mms+ in Nov hurry up summer…
dwelling is for people that live in caves i’ve flown out of mine…– lahlia
she is ready for speeeeed
so„, motorbike insurance - DONE new longboard - PURCHASED lucky i have a killer jacket„ helmet and gloves!! *looks at local hills and city traffic… who wants to come for a ride?
another rainy saturday morning
and this time i’m pretty smiley as i drift back to sleep sometimes it’s nice to have the right people back in your life
xjennersonx replied to your photo: Another new toy. TSK TSK :) Pretttttttyyyyyyy beautiful isn’t she? i shall call her latina and i will ride her with pleasure. :)
Anonymous asked: Did you just purchased a vibrator? .. and ya, i do always want you cheeky. If so.. if i'm right, *groans*.... ugh 'le sigh.
So you,, yes you...
Dunno if I should tell you what I bought today. We both love them. We’ve both wanted one. But I now own one. Don’t be sad. You can have a turn one day ;)
Anonymous asked: I really want you right now...
I wonder if it'll stop
Missing you. Watching over you. Loving you. Wanting you
in desperate need
of meeting more local musicians. preferably girls. anyone?… got a decent internet connection/audio interface setup even? zing„,
I’m pretty great Reckon i’ma catch to date So why ya’ll making me wait? Yeah...– lahlia
Illusions ruined with a lame excuse Just another reason to be used And what’s...– lahlia
i wrote a pretty intense letter
don’t know if i’ll ever post it. can i ever say anything without being so fucking intense? why do i have to care so much? fuck it„, i’m lovely and i’ll never change it.
if i DIDN’T have such an intense thought process or trust another sense sometimes„ i wouldn’t be where i’m at now„ nor prolly here at all. always believe in where you’ve been and what’s gotten you through it, however slow, however struggled, cos that’s how you learn to pass the next trouble„ again and again„
always a soft spot for stephen k and palais →
who the hell am i?
and what the fuck am i doing? really. no no no„, but„ ugh. avoid avoid avoid. but„ ugh. FUCK.
wtf am i doing? really. ffs. just shut up. *jams a stick in the cogs that are her messy brain*
so„, dreamt someone was falling in love with me.. fell into a trance for 3 minutes until someone found their key.. and kinda sent a lil vibey healing.. you’s a lil cray cray i must say…
rainy sleepy saturday arvos
a yummy 33 degrees yesterday„, today, cold and pissing down with rain! = Melbourne! what better than to sit in bed, eat junk food and bombard you with posts that i’ve been saying i’m gonna for weeks. ;) no apologies for the spamming„, you follow me for a reason right? :P p.s. HIIIII new kids!! :) i love new followers! - and you’re all so handsomely lovely and...
Maybe it wouldn’t do you as much harm as it could Maybe just enough that it’d...– lahlia
Weight comes and goes Teeth don’t regrow There’s more harm in harming yourself...– lahlia
If you keep smiling your world will keep turning It only moves if you allow it...– lahlia
You were running outta things to say to me anyway It was this silence you...– lahlia
Why do you always want to convince me what it’s not? And why do i keep coming...– lahlia
In reality it’s not accessible What is more for? What are you buttering up?...– lahlia
Please stop hurting yourself IT’S not worth it But YOU are.
I care a lot about you But you should care more about yourself than I do
Knowing my luck I’d fall for you - or fall from you One of the two And then...– lahlia
is there a way to ban yourself from love or lust? i kinda need to learn...– lahlia
pancakes and coffee for saturday hungover...
= win pancakes made from rice flour as to not fuck my stomach any further = win pancakes made with love, bananas, sour cream and honey = win these delish pancakes topped with orange marmalade = super fucking win these delish pancakes topped with peanut butter = not so win, not so delish.
tis the weekend again! i am NEVER going on annual leave again… hectic preparing to leave work and my job in someone elses hands„ depressed as shit when back at work.. and THE cuntiest week in ages… So much for feeling refreshed and happy to be back! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. seeyafuckinglater you pretty but shitty office!
i’ll crawl back in my hole now…
don’t stress. Xx
Makes me happy knowing you’re looking after yourself. Now just concentrate on that„ daily.