Thought that was my trip
Until i grew past you
All this time listening
Spent wasted? Not true.
I am more than most
More than my own little battered ghost
I’ll even sit here in fear?
Remember, it’s MY STRENGTH
I AM NOT weak
My words are not just for me.
if you wish to reblog.. go for it. it’s there to be viewed - finally.. as it’s titled —> can’t hide forever!
thank you. means a lot. i have loads and loads and loads.. they are just some dodgy recent ones… like written over the last month or three. the good stuff doesn’t get shared just yet - or until it’s either in a book or on CD.
please get back into writing. it was your honesty and a handful of things that you wrote on your blog that gave me the balls to do this.
ohh and TWICE!!! hahah. awesome! :) :) :) much love. Xx
Just to see if somehow i could walk my way into your dreams..” —lahlia
whereever she is…
can’t give away too much.
easy isn’t so easy usually
yum um fun
where has that come from?
Shhhhh i’ll come undone
I like that you explore your insides
I like that you’re not afraid and ya don’t hide
You wear your armour in pride
All our faults make our lives
And we learn from default to create the wise” —lahlia
More than a filler
More than a number
More than you care to wonder
Ignoring your own sensibility
And ignoring where mines been
You’ll never learn a thing
Then it’s held back as requested
And never said without being first tested
Constantly skating thin
Ya never know what will implode
And then fall back in on me
Is crying in denial, the always should
But burning in the never would
Is the always can and always could
And growing under new born suns
Is the will, the wonder and… i’ve won.” —lahlia
THAT wasn’t there
It was dirty
It was unawares
A shameful display of the i don’t cares
Funny that it gets me
Cos that got me
And i got played
Didn’t even get laid
Shame it’s always THAT way
A little too out in the open to pass it so easy
Not that i was overly tempted to pick it up
It was right there
A little too cosy it seemed
Good from afar - till i got closer to touch
Then it become too much to quick
Wasn’t as comfy as i first believed
So i got up
Made sure no-one saw me
And walked away…
That old couch - On the side of the street
…Someone died on that yesterday” —lahlia
Which in turn you rage on me
But like any other captive
We’re blinded by a need
Even if the door is left open
There’s a power over you still
Something doesn’t let you escape
And you have no will left too
I can’t hold on forever
Someone will find out
Maybe i should just leave you somewhere
Because maybe you’re my captive now?” —lahlia
You re-named it deceiving
Yet you counted the costs” —lahlia
And turn it around
Then tell me what you’ve found?
Give what you get
Or leave it for dead
It’s not the gift that was meant
Actually, what was the intent?
Don’t judge me if you don’t hear what i’ve seen
You’re judging an entire book by its summary
And I’m a different kinda clever
Which you have never grown
I take it, i own it, i know.
Now grow up miss blow, stay home, leave me alone.