February 2012
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An ace as it comes
Can still bring you undone
Because the best hand can be...
– lahlia
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Where did we come from?
What was the seating?
Fuck sitting down
That train...
– lahlia
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So sorry i promised good vibes
Cos the more i think about it
The more i...
– lahlia
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So hows about embrace it this time
Maybe with age it gets better like wine...
– lahlia
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Ok, so are you settled yet?
Can i have whatever was what meant to be my friend?...
– lahlia
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Don’t get too excited
I also think you’re a twit
A twit for letting it slip...
– lahlia
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I said it before
And i’ll say it once more
If you showed up at my door
I...
– lahlia
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Wonderings of elitist greetings
The possibility of such things
The perfection...
– lahlia
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So forth brings nothingness
So be it a void
Void of some sorts
Or not to have...
– lahlia
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Just to have it to share
It’s all there
And there coulda been multiple thens...
– lahlia
Not only can i have dinner at almost midnight„ but because it’s so hot (and i have the oven on, and i have the munchies, and i’m impatient, and i can) i’m eating dessert first!
The perks of living alone… strawberry choc nut weis bar for entree„ roast chicken and veggies for almost midnight dinner. nommityFUCKINGna’NOM.
That. Writing some and playing lots. Makes for a decent...
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It’s kinda cute that for so long I had no protection
That there was no care, no...
– lahlia
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Perfect really was too wrong a word
Maybe ideal would be more fitting in turn...
– lahlia
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Is it then yet??
Can we talk now??
Can i at least know your words still speak...
– lahlia
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I live on my own for a reason
Cos moving into new territories
Can bring about...
– lahlia
i’m back on my bass after a few weeks of not really playing.
i didn’t really think of it but i guess there was a reason why i paused for a lil. at least i have other instruments to jump on„ ie no bass means more drums„ or more writing or more singing„ which i’ve done lots of.
so„ i’m thinking„ as i write and post here„ and you...
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So I guess we’re back to parallels
Same lines„ same heart„...
– Lahlia
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I look nice
I sprayed Jean Paul not once but twice
I’m planning on a...
– Lahlia
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Large Noises // Hayden Calnin // Summer
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see
your ghost still bleeds me
why hello there sydney
you are looking to be my friend again?
see you tomorrow you sexy thing you…
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“you, my valentine can go suck a fuck”
why is that impolite?...
– lahlia
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Tomorrow can come and go as it likes
Cos I never really liked watching the sun...
– lahlia
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In such conflict with myself at the mo’
Fighting the fact there’s more I...
– lahlia
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Is it still yet to be found?
That perfect picture to be written into ground?
(Those perfect thoughts, breaths, words and sounds)
That this last month maybe we could just turn around?
Cos I reckon it’s right here„ right there„ in what you turned down.
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Remember what my hands felt like?
I did that with no intent
And no regret
I...
– lahlia
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You need to stop tormenting yourself
Just accept you’re no good for...
– Lahlia
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You had just as many insecurities than me. You just wore them on a different...
– Lahlia
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i forgot how good incubus are.
a few songs tonight i heard totally differently.
weird how new experiences can change feelings of old songs.
i’m still thinking of her. and i’m still missing it. what ever the fuck it was. whatever the fuck it coulda been„ and definitely whatever its not.
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Lock it and pin it and don’t let them in
Unless they force every window to pry...
– lahlia
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I am self centered, as this is my release
And if you don’t like it, i’ll learn...
– lahlia
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I wasn’t just not supported or encouraged
I was disenchanted, discounted and...
– lahlia
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I adore you yeah but i’m as weary as you„ and just as i thought„...
– lahlia
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I’m seeing monkees in trees
Maybe it’s that monkey on my back that always...
– lahlia
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I am the most loving of sorts
And with no lover to lend support
Or to fall on...
– lahlia
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i try not to remember my dreams
and you’re no exception to those needs
– lahlia
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I loved her style, i loved her grace, but she aint ever getting on my face.
– lahlia
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Is it too much to ask after i’ve come so far
Or it is not enough that i’m not...
– lahlia
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For someone not long lasting in my life
You cut with precision, like a...
– lahlia
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fuckity fuck fuck fuck
you have no idea what you’ve missed.
but at least - I KNOW THIS.
fuck off„, all of you„ you make me sick.
just like everyone else… you’re so full of shit.
so who fucking cared
you only just got there
self aware„, talk about unfair
i deserve way more than your overdrawn quips
so now i just need to get on with it.
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Reading over that last chapter
I found it funny it was written the same
But...
– lahlia
KAVA
is not a substitute for pot in the slightest.
fucking shit gives me a headache.
pot takes away headaches.
why does pot have to make you groggy the next day?
i’d happily be a pot head for life if i could live in L.A and choose my types of medicinal and EAT it all the time.
body stoned, not head stoned, would equal very happy lass.
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I can take this street on my own
I’ve always known which way to go
See I’ve...
– lahlia