“Self appreciation„ not self deprecation„ takes a lot less self doubt
But from years and years of yearning has come the understanding
Self learning takes more patience in clarity than a head full of clouds”—lahlia
Sleeping is your second phone
Least ya could do is call ya stoned
What are you messing with
I don’t need to put up with any shit
I’m not your missus and you’re not fucking with it
Shoulda just let it be
Done it once„ twice„ not uncomfortable three
What the fuck„ you messed up, look’see
But this hell isn’t enough to corrupt me”—lahlia
“Maybe we could just hang out one day
You could just sit around and watch me play
Admire what you once helped create
Admit what will not now be left to wake
And fight for what comes without wait
what has always meant to be yours„
You are my Mother „ for fucks sake
there was never hate„ just pain
And friends can heal the best of wounds„ right?
Because friends just don’t simply dissipate”—lahlia
Today is going to be amazing. 6 full of fun kids traveling in two cars in convoy to the country to watch our great friend marry an amazing boy. All brilliant people. Punk n Rock kids all dressed up! This is gonna be grand and we’re all gonna look fucking hot!! :)
i looked HOT last night if i do say so myself. maybe i should wear a dress more often?
pity i get knocked back from gay bars at 2am…
thought i’d drop by shebar on the way home as i literally walk past it and i was looking goooood. but the guard stopped me on entry and said it’s a private party. the look on his face when i said what? private party for shebar? for lesbians? „ i don’t belong here? i then called him a dickhead and kept walking home. after all„, there was like twenty people in there… with a fifteen buck entry… on ya fool. clearly you don’t want the business.
So I just may be in a dress tonight. Perhaps this extreme rarity will be captured? Man„ my besties hens night and i’ma gonna freak em out by rocking up all hotted up and girly. :) awww. Fun awaits. Best not get too drunk with lingering head injuries. :/
so„, i made a truely deep connection with my bathroom walls and floor again. such intense feelings of closeness clearly. so much so i now have three stitches in my skull„ had ct scans/brain scans/xrays.. and got to see chopper in his undies grumping along with his urine sample. yep. that’s my day.