Two hours sleep,, if that
Prince called another last minute show. Hi-Fi melbs this time. Hectic. Not as good as bris cos he didn’t end up playing. Crazy busy. Got home. Lucky if I got an hours solid sleep cos it’s sooo damn cold. Up„ shower„ ride to Vic roads. Pass hazard perception test that got thrown at me yesterday which is a supposed must do before going for my license tomorrow. And wow„...
So„, I saw little miss lovalee today… and guess who’s coming out tomorrow for my birthday!! hazzah! Then„ said so you still have my number right? she’s all frenchy like “nooooo„ i don’t know what i did with it!” so i hand her a new biz card then go “wait„ do you have a pen„ that’s my work number„ i’ll give...
I’m studying at the mo… Diploma of Management? Yeah„ I try to manage myself let alone others… ha. ;)
got to have a little catch up with her today„, been ages! :( both always busy with work. i wish she’d fucking call me already but i did hand over my card as i first met her and it was kinda more business then. But fuck„ call me! she came over to us having a cig out the front.. looked more beautiful than ever„ seriously i fucking melted. and cute thing - she apologized for...
Yeah so I’m just bummin at home Wanna come over and get stoned? I’m bored as...– lahlia
hmm…. 1:11pm time to get out of bed„, shower„ get stoned„ and get writing, recording, creating. full three verses written„ set„ must record„ finalize bass line i worked on last night. maybe figure some keys? does it need keys? hmm.. thumb piano maybe? hehe. would be perfectly cutesy! ugh. i wanna post the entire lyric but i dunno. criticism?...
sorry„ haven’t posted in a awhile. haven’t actually written much cos they’re all turning into songs… so more music writing then lyrical.. ho hum„ i have TONS of songs in the works… and one i’m soo totally inlove with. i love a song I wrote. i’m pumped. still don’t think i’m a “singer”„ nor a “drummer”...
Name her„ Faker Take her„ Make her Name her„ faker Don’t...– lahlia
Can’t think of anything better than burying my head in you and falling asleep to...– lahlia
(“Little One” –) Care about yourself All about yourself Bout...– lahlia
Most of my good friends start out as crushes So SURPRISE!! And here’s where...– lahlia
The sun„, shines… for you„, you know Oh oh „, Oh oh....– lahlia
My oh my, may i? Please, oh i insist Just one…. One without a twist?...– lahlia
Are ya gonna make me beg? Come on now, ya pulling my leg? Say it isn’t...– lahlia
Why has everyone felt the need to call or text or email me before lunchtime. Ssshhhhhh. Beauty sleep needed. Thanks.
maybe i need a producer„ not a co writer?
Who woulda thought I’d enjoy Prince that much. Oh my. What.a musician. 530am„ sleep now„ back to melb in 5hrs…
Oh my shit
Prince just announced a show at Hi-Fi Brisbane at midnight tonight. Guess who’s going straight from the office to the airport.
so„ i’m still a guard on the inside… went to break up the biggest fight tonight. poor guards at evelyn didn’t cope too well„ but fuck that„ i step back when i aint getting paid and glasses, jugs, fists, chairs and blood start flying… freaking crazy. but i’ll sure as hell watch„ witness„ then as sirens ring up brunswick street„...
*high fives herself*
My night was amazing„, she is amazing„ she finished work„ walks up to me holding a coffee„ massive smile„ ready to go„ Had a huge night„ drank lots„ talked lots„ we know a lot about each other and what we like and don’t like„ she’s sussing me as much as i am her„, Stayed right through till close„ she even smoked with me when...
winks all week last week, this week, nada. i was kidding myself again wasn’t i?
i have to call back a mother who needs a refund as her son hung himself… not the way i wanted to start the day with a poor mum crying on my message bank. :(
pissing down with rain and i gotta ride to my mums … wish me luck.
I gotta say Is that something in your eye? Are you liking what you see? I...– lahlia
And i believe that we don’t all feel the same That somehow i sat here, read...– lahlia
what a weird day
people who i’m not thinking of„ making contact. people who i want to speak to aren’t the weather in melbourne today is as schizophrenic as ever fuck„, and i’m still in bed at almost 3pm! granted i am eating a fucking killer breakfast and listening to my tunes… but ick. yucky saturday. maybe i should just get up„ get dressed„ and go ride…
i think she really likes me :D *get those hopes back down before you get shot down* nah„, a drink after work with no hesitation„ great convo, she seemed to drink her drinks pretty quick (slightly nervy?) seemed slightly shaky every time we went out for a smoke.. blew off meeting a friend cos she was hanging with me„ gave me a really nice hug and wont stop winking at me. then...
Where ever i wanna be i’ll make it I won’t be able to fake it You can’t...– lahlia
When you rest inside and you don’t know why And you wonder what you’ve become...– lahlia
There’s nothing more depressing Than having everything And still feeling...– janet jackson
i never thought i’d feel so much new feeling for songs i’ve loved and felt time and time before. wow„, music, what would the world do without you. you make us feel normal again.
so i was a bad girl
and gave in and smoked friday„ saturday… but cos i’m pretty serious about chilling the fuck out on pot at the mo„ well„ no more smokies today neither„ which means almost fucking 1am and still awake„ therefore„ valerian forte„ you get to make me smell weirdly sweet again… knock me the fuck out bitch.. i gotsta work in the morn! oh and...
this is editor„, who was up just before dubFX… my phone ran outta battery so i couldn’t record anymore, only caught dub on my iphone and that sounds shit! so„ i’m uploading this clip cos it sounds great! :) ps„ sunmonx who started the night were amazing too. pity spoonbill finished with a boring set„ well compared to the rest of the evening. (and just...
double double entendre
needed all that. g’nite.
home. and very glad i went out. besties unded up picking me up for dinner. crazy good mexican„ then drove me into the city„ dubfx played„ so family and kids time„ killer good dance„ saucy perv„ just a super rad night. everyone stoked to have me in. felt good. they knew something was wrong but i snapped out pretty quick. kicked on afterwards with the kids„...
Brilliant mexican feed. Then family time and a dance to drum and bass„ defs leads to a better place.
i just wanna go ride... but it's too fucking wet...
BUT… ha. now i want queso. i’ll ride to my favourite mexican place. and i’ll sit and eat alone. chili con queso… fuckity nom. that should fix a cunty mood. taquitos„ queso„ hmmm chimichanga… ooh carnitas fajitas ugh. and once again.. i say thank you. :)
your presence was presented and that was perfect enough. i don’t ask for...– lahlia
you have no idea how perfect that timing was. to open my mail and read that. thank you and so proud of you. i woke in a really bad place this morning. this may possibly be the worst place i’ve been in for awhile. so you have no idea how much that just meant. i wish you nothing but the best. you know where i am. sitting here with tears running down my face„ listening to the early...
i always try to be big and tough
i don’t know if i can ever be repaired. i’m so sad and broken. why am i so hard to love?