Sometimes highly inspired.
Always ones own worst critic.
Jack, master of none.

- I am.

On show.
You’ll judge,
But I’ll grow.

- Lahlia is me.

Trust in oneself.
Own instincts.
Own beliefs.

- This is mostly me..

Have a look see,
I’m sure you’ll tell me what you think..
And just cos i like box doesn’t mean there’s only one i fit in.

I like what i like.
I post what is me.
I reblog what i blatantly love or agree.

bats come out of caves...

if ya wanna know the story behind this guy„, see previous post…

if ya wanna know the story behind this guy„, see previous post…

(Source: lahlia)

real friends, i know who you are

sometimes it’s good to get outta your rut and hang with the right people.

one of my closest, most adored friends„ twas her bday/going away tonight. this girl is my muse. dunno what i’ll do without her around.. especially considering she supports me and my music hugely (and i’ve made a promise to myself to play live in the next few months„ when she just happens to be going away.) …but this is huge for her. it aint a holiday. this lil miss is ALWAYS working. her latest single has taken off like crazy (the one she asked my advice on which to release..) and she’s off to study in NYC for a month at berkley„ meeting some big producers while there in new york„ meanwhile has gigs set up across UK/Europe and obviously the U.S of A..

So„ i was feeling great.. her friends are all amazing and always treat me so well.. never forget who i am and i had some great convos with very talented people„ even one was super eager to be directed here for a lyrical read..

but i felt bad„ cos even though i rocked up and put my dinner and drinks on a credit card i can’t afford„ i was bummed that i didn’t have a gift for her.

i left there feeling extremely loved, respected and cared for. my sweet telling me how much she loves me„ that she wants to know that i’ve played and how it goes (even told me she had a dream about me „ that i supported one of her gigs„ like on christmas eve or something this year.. i giggled and just sucked it up„ - ya never know, just never know ya know) but it got to me that she started welling up as i was leaving„ man„ “nawww lizey„ don’t don’t„ i’m fragile enough right now„ man„ hehe don’t make me cry too..” and damn so sweet„ a lil - fuck i’m so gonna miss you - cry goodbye. many cuddles. many damn i’ma gonna miss yous.. many i loves yous„ many many more tears„ hehe yep„ long teary wound out see you in 3months..

so i came home„ inspired as always„ but this time to create something different. not music„ but a little token of luck and love to take with her….

i created a lil lucky elephant. trunk way high. i made him out of a glow in the dark clay so he can be seen as she drifts off to dream. one of the last places i had to fix up was his front legs„ and somehow„ in there between those legs and under his chest appeared a lil love heart. perfect. made of love.

…just somehow gotta get it to her before she flies off tomorrow night…

wanna see? i shall post the lil lizey luck glow beast…

teehheee… my unfinished stencil.
a friend is having a bond themed cocktail party. as i know NOTHING about bond and i’m quite proud of that„ all i could think of was going as “pussy galore” „ fitting i know„ :P therefore„, what better than to dress up„ buy some material„ and spray this pussy stencil ALL over something to wear around/on my outfit! 
i came up with this idea late last night after talking to her, as she seemed quite shocked at the original thought of pussy print outs pinned all over me - so„ this will be a touch more tasteful and creative. ;)
and no„ it’s not my punan„ just inspiration from the fabulous “CUNT COLOURING BOOK” my bestie bought me as a joke gift a few years back…

teehheee… my unfinished stencil.

a friend is having a bond themed cocktail party. as i know NOTHING about bond and i’m quite proud of that„ all i could think of was going as “pussy galore” „ fitting i know„ :P therefore„, what better than to dress up„ buy some material„ and spray this pussy stencil ALL over something to wear around/on my outfit! 

i came up with this idea late last night after talking to her, as she seemed quite shocked at the original thought of pussy print outs pinned all over me - so„ this will be a touch more tasteful and creative. ;)

and no„ it’s not my punan„ just inspiration from the fabulous “CUNT COLOURING BOOK” my bestie bought me as a joke gift a few years back…

so i got creative and made a plain little dodge sketch book my own by adding shit„, super rad„ then decided hmmm„, maybe it needs something innit.. then began the shitty sketch that kept me up until 5am..

so i got creative and made a plain little dodge sketch book my own by adding shit„, super rad„ then decided hmmm„, maybe it needs something innit.. then began the shitty sketch that kept me up until 5am..

doodling is fun when it involves cutting and pasting and buckets and fonts

doodling is fun when it involves cutting and pasting and buckets and fonts

unfinished little bit of fun from last night… kept me awake until 3am! that’s why i don’t draw anymore„ either i don’t finish or it keeps me up late.

unfinished little bit of fun from last night… kept me awake until 3am! that’s why i don’t draw anymore„ either i don’t finish or it keeps me up late.

i heart stuff.

i heart stuff.

no wonder i’m still awake… :/

no wonder i’m still awake… :/

everyone loves ruby.
old sketch. mine. 26/08/09. maybe don’t draw as much as i should.

everyone loves ruby.

old sketch. mine. 26/08/09. maybe don’t draw as much as i should.