and that’s what i can do with leftover lil christmas fairly lights!
Ner ner ner ner nerrrrr. My boss is better than your boss. Merry fucking Christmas indeed. There was a cheeky joke flying about for awhile that I deserve a big BONUS for Christmas due to all the hard work and money I bring in.. I joked saying yeah, I’ll happily take one of those old electronic kits home *wink wink* .. And joke played out a lil longer until today. Xmas eve. My boss walks into the office and hands me some sticks. And then said come on, pack up, you’re done for the year and I gotta get you and this drumkit home!! WTF!! She BOUGHT me a fucking kit!! 5X better than the one I was joking about taking home. I work my bum off for this amazing girl and her amazing place. Best I work harder now to repay. Best present I have EVER received. Can you believe this!!? Feeling well appreciated!! Fuck me. Blown away.
i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t just a little bit pumped after tonights playplay.
fucking hey.. what’s been with all the hairy scary run the fuck away!?
run right into it next time me saaays..
Donediddlyun! First live stage set OVVVVVEEERR! Can’t possibly ever get more nervous than that and we didnt mess up so - raaaad! :)
just finished skyping the bestie. decided it’s on. tomorrow night. i’m anxious as fuck already. my electric sounds shit for these tracks and my acoustics pick up ain’t working but i’ll just mic up in front of it and try not to move around too much. if it sounds terrible„ meh„ we’ve played and onto the next.. whatevs. gotta stop being so afraid of my biggest love and just play…
so my bestie has been amazing this year. i don’t need to go into how much he has done for me let alone who he is„ but„ i owe him„ it’s as simple as that. you don’t owe besties. but trust me. he is aFUCKINGmazing. so.. i bought him a ableton novation launchpad for his recent birthday.. just you wait for what this does for our music creates… oh my. first two tracks in and he is aMAAAAAAze…..
SO, we checked out an open mic session tonight. and felt it was the perfect place for the beginning…
i think it’s set. we have pretty much named ourselves AND the three songs we’re gonna do.
it was all in the air and we left each other tonight going yeah, good, but let’s think about it. james went home. i sat and played guitar along with our “demo demos” playing in my ears. and by the time he got home we were texting each other saying it’s on, let’s do this.
exciting but scary as hell. i already have friends trying to figure where we’re going to play so they can come, but nope. first up, it’s just for us - i think. (as this may change in a day or two more of excitement..)
i need to remember, i’m always gonna be nervous. it’s always going to be new. there’s always going to be new songs, new venues, new faces…
BUT i love this. I love my bestie. and i LOVE what we do. it’s fun. it’s ours. and we’re pretty damn good. (…and i happily say so myself..)
so so sooo close to playing live…
so many good songs i think. and i don’t care anymore what anyone else thinks. so soo loving this.
problem is, cutting down the song list…
my latest LOVE. the beautiful Baldwin upright at work. LOVE getting my hands on this…
EDIT: i need to use more hand cream - super dry hands! :(
I work in a music school with full trust and full access to jam whenever i want.
I know some of the most brilliant producers and sound guys around.
I’m good friends with the best merch people. sellers and printers.
i have great mates that are bookers of multiple great venues.
i even know some of the raddest publicity people and writers of music industry stuffs.
ANNNND i have the best bestie possible and we make stellar music.
what the fuck am I waiting for…?
when you don’t plan on writing a song.. THE best ones come out.
now that life is looking up a touch.. time to write about the recent cunty times…
"lie lie lie life"… dodgy title but it is what it is.. and it’s kinda funky and upbeat weirdly…
so need a new hard drive so i can start recording again… soon babeski’s soon…
Want! Needed a lil de-stress this arvo so sat down on this for what turned out an hr and a hf in a music store and man„ so fun!
This uuuuuusually makes me feel better…